Remove your shame. Wash your souls clean in the only true opposite to your sin. His Name is Jesus Christ.
Listen before you are forever condemning yourselves to eternal damnation.
You are following the wrong path. You must therefore repent. Turn around. Walk in the opposite direction of the one you are heading in now. You were not born children of the darkness. You were born by Divine Grace. Your lives are a Divine Gift. You need to bow to your knees and repent. Christ is merciful, you are sinful. No one can tell The Most High, the Creator, The Giver of Life and the Very Source hereof how to create, how to shine, how to give Life. It is blasfemous against The Holy Spirit and The Son of God Almighty. Do not in your absurd arrogance believe you can turn Providence around in your own favor and claim God´s Creation needs you to be perfect. No, this is not the case.
Repent, I say. Leave your castle of sand and receive the immense Love and Joy which Jesus came here to give you freely. At the same time rest assured He did not come here to make peace with the likes of you. He came here as a Sword. The Sword of Truth and Eternal Life, Spiritual Life. He will not tolerate your blasphemy, your silly aprons, your snake belts, your absurd oaths taken in secrecy and your love of inanimate objects that may lead to short term occult power but forsake Truth Eternal.
You have been deceived. Your wicked ways are insane.
Become sane. Bow down and pray the Prayer of Release from Freemasonry. You will find it on Jubilee.com. Unfortunately I cannot copy it for you here as I am being monitored online by the likes of you. Maybe others with a heart and a soul in Jesus Christ can and will do this. Else do write to: Jubilee RESOURCES, USA, Inc. Do an internet search and find The Prayer of Release from Freemasonry there.
May God Bless You.
In Love.
In Freedom.
In Christ.
Amen.
But he answered and said, Every plant, which my heavenly Father hath not planted, shall be rooted up. Let them alone: they be blind leaders of the blind. And if the blind lead the blind, both shall fall into the ditch.
(Matt 15:13-14)
All deceived people will be given the chance in the second resurrection to know Christ and to live a life without Satan. https://friendswithgod.substack.com/p/what-is-the-day-of-judgement
P.S. f the Freemasons.